its all part of being a teenager.

I miss everything.

2011-06-22T21:47:00.008+08:00

Since ive got nothing to post about, let me just talk about the recent SNO June Camp 2011. It was organised by us, the graduating students.
I was so stressed in planning it, but in the end it was all worth it.
I put 3 Overall In-charge for this camp : Me, Azhar & Amirah. I thought of putting Azhar up for oic bcos i realised that he was the most helpful and had the most iniative among the rest. I knew he would be a big help, and i never regretted putting him as oic :)
On the first day, we were so fucked up as we felt that the campers werent sporting and they didnt like our games. So many things werent organised yet and the teachers kept chasing us for stuff. When we read reflections at the end of the first day, we rly did not believe what the campers wrote. They said that they enjoyed the games. Like, who knew? We thought we did badly on the first day. Oh well, i guess looks are deceiving.

On the second day, everything was more organised. All the ICs stayed up late for a meeting and organised all the shit we had to do. And we requested for Red Bull to keep us energised, never expected Mr Lek to actually agree and buy it for us! In the afternoon, we went to pasir ris park and played games there. It was so much fun. First we played Dog&Bone, then built Sandcastles, then the Waterbomb game. We really bonded and enjoyed every bit of it.
That night, was amazing. We had a "campfire" [thanks to ms fong] which we manage to bond around. Each group did their talent time so awesome. Everyone truly deserved a prize each. We then had a heart to heart session with the campers as each graduating member share their thoughts on SNO. As more and more started speaking, i hear more and more people crying. Especially when i spoke. I did not know why, but this only made me love my members even more.
On the last day, we gave each group a prize. There was no 1st 2nd 3rd or 4th. Each group had their own strength, and they deserved a prize each.

It was a great camp. Not like other camps. It was thanks to the campers for being so bonded. We could really feel the love. Im not gonna forget this camp. Im not gonna forget SNO, my pride.

SENIORS 2011

SYF 2011, Silver, and im proud of it.

PAY NOW, PLAY LATER.

2011-06-22T21:42:00.004+08:00

Hey people, i just realised something.
I HAVE NOT UPDATED MY BLOG SINCE JULY 2010~
LOLOLOL. A year? Wow.

Kay let's just not look back on the dreadful memories i wrote about.
Each year as i get older, i look back thinking how stupid i was the year before.

Im sec 4 this year. Its June. Its goin to be July. Wow, time really goes by fast.
Im gonna make a choice to PAY NOW, PLAY LATER.
As in, im gonna suffer [study] for this most important exam of my life.
And then im gna enjoy~ :D

IFLNZ.

2010-07-13T22:41:00.003+08:00

HEYAAA.

Im a tumblr user now.
So i BARELY even use blogspot. -.-
Now im just updating for the fun of it. (:

Just want to tell the world that I love A.W.!
Dont ask me who, dont ask me why,
I think 3/4 of the world would know already & love doesnt need a reason to occur.(:

Anw, been so distracted lately.
Cant concentrate on studies.
Wont eat and sleep like i used to.
I guess i just dont feel.. SATISFIED with my life right now. ):
I want things to be like how it used to.
When i was happier, and less tired.
And all i need right now, is my darlinkk. )':

BYE~

Back from KL.

2010-05-28T09:39:00.004+08:00

Hey.
I just came back from KL ~wooo.
It was fun but didnt feel satisfying cos not much time to shop. :(
I really wished that they gave us more time to shop and they brought us to night markets and stuff.

Btw u got 1st in class, haha.
Uncle and auntie gave me $10 each.
Haha sooo happy.
But my marks werent that great.
Only had like 3 As?
Haha.

Tmr SNO camp sia.
Damn lazyyy.
Monday is OBS camp.
UGHHHHH.
Tiring sia.
My holidays arent like holidays.
Mine is cut by like one week.
I'll be super exhausted.

Sunday is Tinohan's birthday, i want to go~
But SNO camp would still be on that weekend.
GRRRR.

Yesterday was Sports' Day.
I cant believe i ran for the 4 x 100m relay.
Thanks Cheryl for not coming, i had fun replacing you!
Haha.

Something's wrong with my phone.
When i get a new message, there wont be any pop up to say '1 new message' and it wont ring.
Whyyyy.
But when i got to the inbox, the new message would be there.
So irritating!

~Bye

Friends?

2010-05-14T22:46:00.004+08:00

To: Whom it may concern.

Ily;
but what i did was the best for both of us.
If youre reading this now, just know tht i still want you in my life.
Maybe in the future we can decide again if we shld be together or not.
But right now, i feel lonely in this relationship.
And i discovered that u deserve someone who can love you and treat you even better than i can.
You mean the world to me but i feel that this relationship is going no where.
Day by day our love decreases and i cant live in a loveless relationship.

I enjoyed those memories i had with you when we were just friends.
Eversince we took a step further, it didnt go well.
But when im by your side, im happier than ever.
Right now, youre not there anymore.
And it's not your fault, i know.
But i just dont think we can continue doing it this way because it would never work out.
Im sorry from the bottom of my heart; I love you.

Birthday. Thursday. Me.

2010-04-20T20:10:00.004+08:00

sorry people havnt been updating.
well i've been using tumblr.
hahahha.
i just created one.
i like using it.
so easy.(:

imy iwy iny ily.
yes, you.
i know you know it's you.
so dont call and ask who is it,
call and say you do too.

my birthday is coming, woots~.
hahahaha.
i want cake!
i waaaant cake!!!
ahahahhaha.

kay let me make a short wishlist as to what i want/need so u people can refer to, hahahah.
get me ipad!
hahah just joking.
1. calculator, i lost mine. :(
2. chocolate
3. something from bodyshop, favourite : aqua lily perfume
4. vibrating mascara
5. hot tops/tees
6. something NICE from cotton on
7. shoes/flats
kay till here,
bye.

The Roller Coaster Ride.

2010-04-12T22:15:00.003+08:00

Heya.

I want to improve my VOCAB!
ughhh.
Im so jealous of people who can insert really flowery, bombastic words into their writing!
Im not a reader so i guess reading books is out of the question.
Maybe i should start watching more television.
Or start studying a dictionary!
Haaaaa.

Suddenly, i miss Kids Theatres.
Oh the fun we had while practising it over and over again.
The funny lines, dances and songs.
I miss all of it, the musical theatre group that was once together.
Too bad, we all had to move on with our lives and break up.
We still meet though, and i love and miss them so much!

Im so confused with my life right now.
I dont know who to trust, who cares about me, and who doesnt give a fuck.
To keep or to forget?
To betray or to be loyal?
Those questions have been flooding my mind endlessly.
This point of my life is like a rollercoaster, filled with mixed feelings..
whether im down with sorrow or up with excitement, just makes me feel more deplorable each day.
I cant take this anymore.
Who should i go to for help?
Or should i just leave it and wait?
AHHH.

Well i better go to sleep cos tmr's school.
Goodnighhhht.

It's Not You.

2010-04-11T16:02:00.005+08:00

Hey, im back from daddy's place.
Today went to a wedding.
Saw Sivvy and Ashwin there.
Shocking, didnt expect them to be there.
Ate a big lunch.

Then went to a funeral at Tampines.
So sad, wedding and funeral on the same day.
Haix.
RIP to the guy who passed away.

Tmr's school.
Soooo lazy.
I dont think i did my homework.
And i havent finished my Geography project on Gambia.
:/

Oops looks like it's gonna rain.
Yay~
Freaking HOT.
Feel like taking a nap.
Kay i think i'll stop blabbering now.

Before i go, just wanna say that each of the letters in the post entitled "LETTERS." was referring to those feelings i've had over the years.
Not just one specific person for each letter, okay?
I hope you understand, people who are concerned.
And it's not you Japan.

Thanks for reading, readers.
Byeee~ (:

I miss my peeps.

2010-04-10T13:52:00.007+08:00

Hey guys.
Im missing so many people right now,
Idk why.

Im bored to the core.
Just came back from Loyang Point with Alisya.
Ate Cinnamon Melts with her and bought BubbleTea.
Cinnamon Melts are the best food ever invented!
Haha.

I miss watching those classic cartoon shows like Arthur, Hey Arnold, Rugrats, Dragontales & Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
Even if they still show it, i still miss watching it because i barely watch tv in the day.
If i were to be a cartoon superhero, i'd be MichelAngelo from TMNT.
I <3 watching Annoying Orange.
It's super funny.
"HEY APPLE!"
Haha.

Well moving on.
In CA1 I got 4 As and 2 Bs.
My aim now is to get As for all.
Maths & Malay.
Ughhh, spoilerr.
Haha then i can be proud to my family and call myself a straight A student, hehe [cm phm].

Why do the days pass by so fast?
Oh where do the years go.
It's already almost Mid-April.
Next year i'll be taking my Os, and be out of this school in a jiff.
After thinking back, I really love this school.
It made me become a better person.
But it also made me learn things the hard way.
Oh well, i guess after doing a review of my life, i really love life.

<3 PEACE

Letters.

2010-04-09T18:46:00.008+08:00

Hey.
To : The One Who Stole My Heart ;)
I am so missing you right now.
You might now know it, but i feel like hugging you so tight and nvr letting go.
You rock my world.
Praises to God that i met you because you make me feel loved again.

To : The Basterd :(
I thought i could trust you.
I guess the fact that we're close doesnt mean anything to you.
Do you want me in your life at all?
If not then, just tell me.
Im No Hater.

To : My Dearest Cupcakes :D
Amirah, Aryati, Dinah, Hanisah, Preta, Tiffany, Kirthi, Diveena & Aishah.
Thank you all for being so nice to me.
You light up my world with your funny jokes and your endless support.
Im so lucky to have you girls.
Just want you guys to know that i'll be there for you.
Love you guys to bits! ;)

To S-----.

2010-03-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

Kay here's the deal.

Someone is slowly drifting away from me.
I loved him so much, and wanted to go a step further.
And all of a sudden, i feel pushed away.
He hates me, i think.
He's stressed up bout stuff.
I just want him with me again.
With me as in like before.
Like close friends again.

I miss him.

So if you know who you are,
please come back.

CAMPROCKED.

2010-03-16T18:08:00.004+08:00

Hey ya'll.
Camp was funnnn.
Best camp so far.

We played lots of games.
And managed to 'bond' with many people.
Haha NAZRIE is my husband.
HAHAHA LOL!

i <3 my group.
GROUP 2!!
WOOO~
awesome people.

WELL, after camp i was dead tired but i had class the next day.
and today as well.
Totally need to catch up on my sleep manxsz.

Tmr im going to go swimming with Preta, Wei Gin And Vicky .
Cant waitttt.
Heh.
Bored to deathhh.
Kay im in the mood where i miss so many things.
Okay bye.

BusyLikeABee.

2010-02-28T22:04:00.007+08:00

Yo.
Been so stressed lately.
I dont know why but im just beginning to get more and more lazy each day.
I dont do my homework on time!
And i have projects due and i havent even started.

Tmr is our due date for the chemistry project,
i've emailed hanisah all the info for our poster.
Cus i couldnt come cos i had to catch a movie.
But i still did wanna come and tried my best in researching the stuff.

Friday was the due date for Malay project.
Me, Yahdiman and Amirul havent even started.
Thats cuz Yahdiman got suspended from school and we cant do it without him.
Grr.

English due Wednesday.
Maths due next week.
Busybusybusy.

And Honours Day Performance with Angklung coming up this Friday?
Ahhhh.
Practice gonna be almost everyday.
I dont know if i can handle all the homework and practice at the same time.
Goshhh.

Well to de-stress myself, today went to watch Wolfman.
Then went Bugis Street.
Bought myself a new Audrey Hepburn wallet.
She's so pretty.
Love it.
I needed a wallet anyways cus my money and cards were just all over the place.

Well good news is for common test i passed all.
But the grade for CA is not completely based on the paper.
So im not sure.

Well, talk to you soon.
BYE.

Vickyyy

2010-02-21T02:18:00.003+08:00

Hey peopleeee.
Im on the phone with my Vickyyyy.
(:

He's superrr cute.
:))
and niceee.

Kay bye.

Highlights of Jan & Feb in 2010.

2010-02-04T20:13:00.005+08:00

Woah, i havent updated in over a month.
So i'm just going to talk about my highlights January & February.

First day of school.
Was super excited got to hang out with my friends again,
missed them loads.
Missed the teachers too.
After some changes of teachers, i felt a lil' sad that we couldnt keep our old teachers.
We werent very used to the new teachers' style of teaching.
Oh well, we still enjoy being in class.
3E2 - owned by MsChin and MrLim
Two of the best form teachers any class would ever have.

Preta's new place was so cool!
The swimming pool was big and the atmosphere of the condominium was so nice.
So far i went there 3 times. Gym, Sleepover and Swim.
Recently was her housewarmimg cum birthday celebration, i missed it cus i was away.
So the next day i went to pass her gifts to her.
For her birthday i bought her chocolates and for her housewarming i bought her a Spice Bottle Rack.
Haha.

I have many upcoming projects and performance tasks.
Gonna be lots of fun doing it. :D
Chemistry - Global Warming
English - Sec 3 Camp
Malay - National Education
3 different projects with 3 different topics.
Hais, but still cant wait to do it together with my friends.

I think I've gotten used to going to school from my new home.
I take the same bus 53 everyday.
And this year i didnt come to school late at all.

Friday was CNY celebration.
Go Rafi, our Tiger Mascot.
WHITE HOLISTIC TIGER!
wooo~
After school we did the Yu Sheng thingy with Ms Chin.
I thought it tasted nice but everybody else didnt.

The next day Saturday i went to Marina Barrage.
FREAKING FREAKING HOT.
I so couldnt stand it.
It was hot till like 6+.
Went there with Preta to meet Shaik & Suresh and their friends.
Ultra gerek.

Sunday.
Awesomeness.
Auntie Mala's 50th Birthday.
It was pure Reggaeton and Rastafari.
Loved it so much.
Danced till i couldnt dance no more.
Sentosaaa.
Was there till about 2+am.
Then took cab home.

Today i ate at Swensens.
DARN FULL MAN.
Ate Lasagne and Sizzling Pan Ice Cream.
:P

DID YOU KNOW?
I didnt have a Valentine on Valentine's Day.
Was so sad.
Sometimes i put misery upon myself knowing that i do it for the better of another person.
I just want him to know.

Well, ttyl.

Xmas and Shifting.

2009-12-28T17:12:00.007+08:00

I just moved from Pasir Ris blk 407 to Pasir Ris blk 152.
Thats me, girl on the move.
In the past two years, i've moved like 4 times i think.
I am so sick and tired of this.

I just made something super delicious.
It's a DIY pizza.
Ingredients: A piece of bread, Tomato sauce [the Prego kind], Cheese, Turkey Ham or whatever toppings you wana use.

1. Spread the sauce on the bread.
2. Put some cheese on.
3. Put your turkey ham or whatever topping.
4. Put more cheese on top.
5. Put in the oven for about 3 mins, not too hot.

I just ate two, and they were awesome.

Spent Xmas at daddy's.
Wore a dress my auntie Nancy bought me.
Was same colour as Sabrina's.

Had fun.
Played Truth or Dare.
I had to..
Kiss Mane, Hug Pravin, Get on my knees in front of Vasanth and say 'Where art thou Romeo?' and Do a Booty Shake.
and i kept getting dare all the way.
Stupid unlucky cards.
In the whole game i only got one truth.

I got a cute bluish-purple carebear from Prema.
And i love it sooo much.
Now Poppy [my yellow carebear which Nooris bought me] has a friend.
I named it Beary.
Beary the bear, i know it's lame.
Niwaes thanks Prems!

Life On A Kelong.

2009-12-23T02:10:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, 23rd Dec.
2.11am.

Hey guys.
Back from kelong along Sibu Island, Malaysia.

When i first got there, i was disgusted.
And i couldnt believe that we were going to stay there for 2 Nights.
But then i realised that it was kind of fun.
And a good experience.

Went fishing..
Enjoyed the island breeze.
The views and scenery.
The food.
Played cards.
Spent time with family.

I didnt regret it at all.
I got used to the toilet smell after a while.
Now i know what it's like to live on a kelong in the middle of the sea.
I dont mind going back there again.

Pics will be up on facebook.

Back.

2009-12-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

Xing Chao!
Im back from Ho Chi Minh City AKA Saigon Vietnammmm!
Had loads and loads of fun.
Experience of a life time.

Managed to bond with my friends.
And party like there was no tomorrow.
Wish to go back there again.

Saigon, i miss you already!
Will definitely go there again at least once in my life.

Not gonna forget this great experience.

Pics up on facebook. =D

in vietnam.

2009-12-11T23:55:00.002+08:00

yo yo yo!
im now in Vietnam with SNO!!!
woooo.
having a great time here.
everyone behind is irritating.
bcos im using the computer at the lobby.
it's so fun.
just now we went to the market.
shopping heaven!
kaykay will post tmr.
other people want to use.
BYE!

Vietnam, Here I Come!

2009-12-08T22:50:00.004+08:00

hey humans.
today was the briefing on the vietnam trip.
for those who dont know, i will be going to Vietnam with SNO
on the 10th of December until the 14th.
5 days 4 nights.
My departure is at 1215pm and arrival is 1050pm.
im kinda excited.
but kinda sad cos i wont get to see my syg.

now im watching The Mentalist.
i prefer this to CSI bcos i like the guy better.
PATRICK JANE.

today after SNO, hanisah came over to my house.
she helped me to pack a few stuff,
and then we chatted and webcammed like crazy people.
then i sent her to the Downtown East bus stop to meet her dad and go home.

2 days ago was our 11 months.
got a ring from him.
this was the second ring he gave me.
first was for our 1 month.
and this is for 11 months.
i felt soo guilty of not getting him anything.
next month and next year in our 1 year.
so i need to give him something big.
as in really special.
*sigh
i love him.
<3 mamat

see ya readers tmr or smth.
bye! :D

A Chocoholic's Dream.

2009-12-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i went to the Fullerton hotel.
We went there and went for a chocolate buffet.
At one table there were strawberries, marshmallows and other stuff.
There was a big chocolate fountain where you can dip the stuff inside with a stick.
So delicious.
Then at another two table, there were all kinds of chocolate cakes, pastries, mousse, biscuits, candies and other desserts.
A pot of white chocolate and another pot of milk chocolate was there too.
And then i went, "this is every chocoholic's dream!".
Beside it, there was a chef at a table who had a pot in front of him and different bowls of different chocolate.
And i could choose which chocolate i want as my drink and he would make it.
Behind him was chocolate icecream!
It could not have been better.

[note: it took me exactly 7 hours after the buffet before i could go to sleep after all the energy i got from the chocolate.]

Blogging After So Long.

2009-12-04T01:22:00.004+08:00

Hey.
Havent blogged in sooo long.
It was because my internet something wrong.

On the 10th of December SNO will be going to Vietnam til the 14th.
Supposed to go to Thailand but due to political riots and stuff like that we wont be going there.
I want to go to Thailand laa.

Tomorrow im going shopping with Aryati.
Woohoo.
=D

Yesterday i played CounterStrike and Left4Dead2 at midnight at the Sembawang gaming centre.
Came home at 3.30.
Was fun.
Nowadays we keep going lan late night like mad.
But gereksss!

These past few weeks been watching like so many movies.
My Girlfriend Is An Agent, Julie & Julia, Love Happens, 2012, Case 39, New Moon.

Niwaes..
watched New Moon today with mom, sis, and taslimmyyy.
Cinema was full house!
But we got good seats.
Movie was okay, wasnt as good as Twilight.
I guess the only good parts were Jacob Black and the Warewolves.
MOHD TASLIM<3

ARYATI.

2009-11-01T18:42:00.002+08:00

hi people.
im now beside aryati with the laptop.
we are at some void deck.
like no lifers.
hadi and his friend is here.
we are bored.
we have nothing to do.

will blog more next time.
BYE!

In The Computer Lab.

2009-10-23T08:46:00.003+08:00

yo yo yo yo yo.
im in the computer lab!
Jenna is beside me.
Mogan is also next to me.
Now im acting like im listening to everything Mdm CHua is saying.
She's now talking about our promotion to Sec 3.

I hope i go Sec 3.
I think im confident.
Yes i am.
Sec 3 Expressss, here i come.
Just worried that my friends might not be going. :(

Next Friday is our principal's farewell concert.
Soooo lazy to perform.
Its a waste of time.
We need to come for practice everyday just for this.
EVERYDAY.
this was because it was last minute when we got to know about it.
ahhhh.

This December SNO will be going to Thailand.
SUPER excited.
but not confirm.
I hope i can gooo.
I want to goooo.

Now Mogan is kaypoh looking at what im posting.
STOP READING LAHHHH.

Later after school have SNO training.
Im so lazy.
But still am forced to go.
I had better stuff to do.
SCREW THE PRINCIPAL LAR.

Oh shit,
now i feel like eating pancakes.
No wait, McGriddles.
Ahhh nice.
Fuck3.
Hungry3.

K im bored.
Now Jenna is telling Brandon to buy her on Facebook.
Lol.

Kay i should log off now.
Its getting boring.
ByE.

farmville rules.

2009-10-06T20:47:00.003+08:00

hey people.
long time havent blog.
was because distracted by Farmville.
the game on facebook.
now that i've expanded my farm, been very lazy to play.
because got a lot of land to plough and seed and harvest.

today had my Science paper.
wasnt too bad.
hope can get at least A2.
tomorrow is geography and malay paper 2.
ms ng says the geography paper is difficult.
hope i do well.
i wish i could get As for all my subjects laaa.
haiz, gonna pray hard to make my family proud.

studied just now for geography tomorrow.
read the fucking notebook twice.
hope can cramb everything inside and still remember it by tomorrow.
not so confident bout malay though,
confirm will fail.
i always fail paper 2.
my malay sucks.

i cant go back to my old ways.
i cant.
its too hurtful to my family.
i owe them pride.
for once i want them to be proud of me.
this is my chance.
hope i can grab it and not fail.

loves,
kika.

The Worst Day Everr.

2009-09-22T21:46:00.003+08:00

Tuesday.
2145hrs.
Officially the worst day of my life.

After school, babes and i went to smoke at void deck.
Resident called.
Mr Anwar and Mdm Sahrul came.
Got caught after spotchecking and smelling.
3 days suspension.
EFF
YOO
SEE
KAYY
Not gonna smoke nimore.
Promised my family.
Gonna turn over a new leaf.
Yeah, thats what im gonna do.

BIG mistake doing it.
BIG BIG mistake.
Regrets, regrets.
Why..
WHY!!
Stupid me.
Never going to do it anymore.
Never.
Wont betray my family no more.
Wont be a disgrace no more.
Gonna change, gonna get my friends to change.
Our families deserve better,
We can be better,
We WILL be better.

Forget the old us.
Because the new us is on a roll.
No more distractions.
We can do this.
No one stopping us.
We will be better.
Show the world how much we rule.
Prove the ones who judge us wrong.
Make our parents proud.
Fuck the rest, imma roll with the best.

`KIKA

Hari Raya.

2009-09-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

Sunday,
2207hrs.

Today is Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
Would like to just wish everyone
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin.
______________________________________

Friday - 18 Sept.

Went to dad's house to celebrate bro's birthday.
Had barbeque at the pit in the condo.
Cousins all came.
Stayed til quite late.
Sabrina went dance practice, leaving me alone with the boys. =(
So no choice went to streeet soccer court, waited for them to finish playing.
Play sooo long.
Then once finish, fetch Sabrina and went to the playground,
sat there for a while, and left my wallet there without realising.
Then we walked around Khatib central, then sent cousins to the bus stop at Khatib MRT.
After realising i left my wallet at the playground,
we rushed back there and got back my wallet.
Then me, Zack and Sab walked back home.
Slept there for Priya's party the next day.
________________________________________

Saturday - 19 Sept.

It was the day for Priya's 21st birthday party.
Was going to be a big thing.
Woke up and bathe,
then Sabrina said we would be meeting her mum at Northpoint,
so me and Sabrina went there and bought accesories for the party.
Sab's mom bought for me a really pretty necklace.
Then we went to eat Sushi, [wasnt fasting, huahua.]
And Sab's mum bought for me this cute dress.
At first i wanted to wear a white dress with a black pattern which i thought was okay, coz i didnt have anything like ULTRAformal.
Then Sab's mum said that the pink dress was nicer so i wore that with my new necklace.
Sabrina wore her birthday dress and she looked really nice.
Was happy that we all looked nice on that day,
including my brothers.

Priya's 21st Birthday..
It was so cool.
For her entrance,
she had like her cousins/family 10 guys, 10 girls [including me, :D] to stand at the sides of the red carpet and at the end was Tinohan[my baby brother].
We each held either a yellow rose or a red rose and the last rose was a bluish-white rose which Tin held.
So we had to give her the rose as she walked past us.
It was sooo nice.
At the end of the party, there was a dance floor,
i danced like mad.
Then finish, party was MEGA cool.

I think i want to do something like that for my party.
Or maybe something better.
Must think3.
Haha, i can dream on, must get the $$$$$ first.

After the party i went home, slept over at dad's house again.
And left early in the morning to make it in time for home.

________________________________________________

Today - 20 Sept.

Today is 20-09-2009 [if any of you realised].
Its also Hari Raya.
Reached home from my dad's house early in the morning.
Tompang Andy on motorbike.
Thought my family would be up and about preparing for guests..
but was still sleeping.
So waited for them to wake up,
and got ready.
Zack and Andy went to mosque.
I stayed home.

Then once they came home i thought that our relatives would be here anytime soon,
But in the end they were late.
Waited for so long.
In the end they reached at 2pm.
But once they were here i was happy. (:

Then came the salam-salaman part where we have to ask for forgiveness to our elders.
Then when i asked from my mother i cried,
i dont know why,
but i just did.
The tears just came on to me unexpectedly.
Maybe i just felt very sinful at the time.
I dont know, but i cried.

Once our relatives left, mom's colleagues came over.
Stayed til 10+.
Just left.

_______________________________________

So now i gotta go.
Tmr i think im going to visit other houses.
Goodnight.

Over.,

2009-09-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

Hey.
Wednesday.

Today is 090909.
Haha.

Niwaes yesterday went to Ikea to buy some new stuff.
Buke at Courts.
Ate a lot a lot a lot.

Webcamming with Luqman.
Talking about lame stuff now.

Just now i made my own Oreo Milkshake with the new blender we bought.
Lol.

Tomorrow will be working on Geography project.
Will be going to Kasper's house with Brandon, Amirah and Alphaeus.
Haha.
Oh and i also want to buy a new dress.
Bored with my old clothes.

Today buke at Segar restaurant in Bedok.
Ate nasi goreng.
Sedaaaap.

Niwaes not much to talk about.
Got loads of homework to do.
Dont know when im going to get started.
K luh gonna sleep now.
Nite.
_________________________

Its over.
I've got someone better.
Just waiting for him.
I want him.
Why wont he realise?

Kika.

Tmr, $1.80 Chicken Rice.

2009-09-07T23:31:00.005+08:00

Pics From Saturday's Outing.

____________________________________________________

heyyy.
Today went to Geography remedial.
Me and Amirah were the only people that came.
Out of 36 only 2 came.
Rabak or wadd.
Was surprised that not even Kasper came.

After that lepaked with Amirah til bout 5.40pm.
Way boring just the two of us with nothing better to do.
But saw cute babies and did storytelling under a block.
Lol.

Then left to Yishun to meet Bear to exhange phone back.
Met him at around 6.10.
He was shocked at the wonderful colours and remix effect of how his phone worked.
Hahah and had to show him how to operate his own phone.
Then left the place at around 7 to go to Woodlands for dinner at my aunt's house.

At 7.30+ reached my aunt's house and ate Nasi Goreng.
Very nice.

Tmr im planning to break fast on Chicken Rice from Ananas Cafe.
Damn cheap, $1.80.
Anyone care to join?
Haha.
________________________________________

Kay im feeling damn stressed about that one person.
Now i know his bad side.
To Love him or Not to Love him?
To Want or Not To Want?
My decision later.

Kika.

Sushi, Cookies And Sugar Rushes.

2009-09-06T22:42:00.004+08:00

Hey people.

Yesterday had performance for Poetry Slam at St. Andrew's School for the National Schools Literature Festival.
Wore this gorgeous black dress which was Preta's.
Was freaking nervous on stage, then my voice became soft.
Still managed to go thru the 2nd round, but didnt make it to win in the end.

Once we reached school i went to Whitesands Shopping Mall with Brandon & James, saw Aaisyah and Deevina and said hi to them, talked for a while and left.
Went to subway.
Not Halal so didnt eat anything, and didnt wana be seen in public not fasting and eating on non halal food at the same time haha.
I left Brandon and James early so that i can go home and change because after that i wld be meeting Amirah and Dinah.

Came back to Whitesands, saw Aaisyah and Deevina sitting at interchange so decided to sit with them while waited for Amirah and Dinah.
Then when saw them we went Whitesands.
Walk2, Talk2, Ate Sushi & Cookies, Lepak2, Walk2 and Talk2 and chow back home.
FUN.

After that at night i went out with my best childhood friends, Tasneem, Salif, Naguib and Jamil.
Missed them loads, was glad to see them again. (: (:
We had dinner at Sofra restaurant in Bugis.
Stayed there til like nine or ten plus.
Cam whored like mad with them, so so so fun.
Will post pictures soon.
After having dessert me and Tasneem went high,
like one of them SUGAR RUSHES?
yeah so we were behaving like a buncha mad loonatics.
cant wait til raya can see them again.

Today i lepaked with Amirah and Aaisyah.
Ate sushi and cookies again, walked around and lepak again.
Then went to Bedok to move some stuff to Pasir Ris.

Ate Pau fo dinner, yummeh.
haha.
And came back to home sweet home in Pasir Ris.
And that was my day. (:
___________________________________

I cant believe it,
I thought i wouldnt like anyone,
But im starting to have those feelings again.
Oh darn it.
And i think,
maybe..
Just maybe..
I love him.

BYE.

Dinner with Besties.

2009-09-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

2009-09-02T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hey.
Yesterday was busy all day moving from Bedok to Pasir Ris.
Now im here and im ever so happy.
Our furniture isnt here, so we just have a few furniture + our stuff in this house.
So i dont plan on bringing many people for hari raya,
they'd be shocked at my almost empty home.
Now watching Oprah on Hallmark Channel 17.
I love my home!

Today left the house at arnd 6.40.
Walked to the bus stop, saw Nadiah there.
Went to school with her.

Then had PE.
Played Badminton and Hulahoop like mad.
Then suddenly after PE my leg ache and its aching til now.
Our class usually hate Wednesdays because the timetable has many subjects.
Today: PE [2 periods]
Science [3 periods]
-recess-
Maths [2 periods]
English [2 periods]
Literature [1 period]
Geography [2 periods]

Then after school practised performing for the Literature Festival.
The Poetry Slam is gonna be so much fun.
Cant wait til the actual day on Saturday.
After my performance on Saturday i have to rush back to Pasir Ris,
to complete my CIP hours painting and cleaning a needy house in preparation for Hari Raya.
Gonna be tired man.

Just now break fast with Pizzahut and KFC.
Woooo.
So freaking full now.
Drank Pepsi and Soya Bean.

Tomorrow i can go school late,
wooo.
Will wake up at 7 plus, then leave at around 7.30 to 7.40.
Would reach school just on time.
(: then after that would have "no lesson" til 10 because PC is the last two periods before recess.
Then MT for 3 periods, Science for 2 periods, then Art.

Cant wait for school tomorrow.
(:
Til here,
Kika.

Teacher's Day.

2009-08-31T19:28:00.003+08:00

Hey people.
Today was Day.

First went to school.
Mr Chiang took us over from 8 to 9.
Then at 9 we left to go to the Hall for the concert.
The FSD by NCC was great, the dance by Al-Hafiz was nice too.
Dinah, Azreen and Kirthi performed an Acapella.
They did a great job too, but the sound system of the mics kinda spoiled it.
Niwaes, way to go guys! (: (:

After school was supposed to go back to White Sands Pri Sch but needed to go somewhere.
ughh.
Should have went.

I'll be moving back to Pasir Ris beginning of this September.
Cant wait.
Easier for me to go school too. =)
Already started packing..
That house is my favourite house in the whole world.
I grew up in it.
Was the most beautiful house ever.
Then we rented it out, now its back.
And im so excited.

Tomorrow there's no school, holiday for teachers.
Which means holiday for us.
So not sure of what im gonna do tmr.
Maybe continue packing.
I wanna watch a movie.
Its been a long time since i last been to the cinemas. =(

Okay will blog again tmr.
Til here,
Kika

8th day of fasting.

2009-08-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

Today is the 8th day of fasting.
Ate Koko Krunch in the morning at Yishun.
Then break fast with Sop Tulang at Bedok.
Huhu.

Got up from bed at 1pm at Dad's house.
Then walked over to aunt's house.
Stayed there for a while then dad came to pick us up send us to Bedok.

Once at bedok at aunt's house, ate Sop Tulang my brother brought from Beach Road.
Sedaap.
Eat until so messy.
Haha.
Two packets of it finished within minutes with all my siblings and relatives eating it.
Haha.

Yesterday i broke fast with Chilli Crab.
Idk why, suddenly me and my siblings eating like feast like that,
two days in a row.
First day Chilli Crab at dad's house, Second day Sop Tulang at home.
Hahah.

Tomorrow is the eve before Teacher's Day.
Didnt bother to buy or make anything for my teachers.
I dont feel like going back to White Sands either.
I just want to go home and sleep.
But i need to collect my phone from Ashvin tomorrow,
then maybe go lepak somewhere or most probably go home and sleep.

Usually fasting month i wake up and eat, go school, come home, sleep and when i wake up it would be just in time for break fast.
Or if i really cant sleep i do my homework or read a book.
(:

Almost finish reading Girls Under Pressure by Jacqueline Wilson.
I love Jacqueline Wilson books.
Next would probably move on to Bad Girls and then find another Jacqueline Wilson book.

Btw, why the heck did blogger change?
I mean like the navigations to put the alignment of words and colour and other stuff.
Ughh.
Boringgg.

I think im going to watch Boys Over Flowers on mysoju.com again.
So til here,
Kika

P.S.
My friend, Tasneem, has got a blog shop which sells great clothings for cheap prices.
Do support & check it out in my links.

7th Day.

2009-08-29T13:59:00.003+08:00

Saturday.
Day 7 of Fasting.

Today is the 7th day of fasting.
So far so good.
Havent skipped a day yet.
Still got 23 more days to go.

Niwaes yesterday went to Tiong Bahru plaza to break fast.
Ate prata and drank Milo Dinosaur.
Then went to Geylang.
Saw many Siglapians.
We jalan jalan around the hari raya bazaar.
Ate dendeng..
Then came back.

Today dad asked me to go his house for break fast.
So would most probably be going there later.
I've got nothing to do from nown til 7.13pm.
ughhh.
Very, very, very bored.

Haha now im chatting with ShahBigRapper. =)
Funny guy.
Everytime i see him at West Plaza.

Oh yea, by the way, i'm trying my hardest to improve in my studies.
Everyday i do my homework or read a book in Bus 17,
[that way i can save money by not taking mrt too].
And i also pay lots of attention in class.
Haha, but im just waiting for my grades to show an improvement.

Last sunday i cut my hair.
Most people say make me look more innocent, haha.
Especially with all my multiple piercings out.

Hope my End Of Year Exams will get me into 3E.
Mr Chiang said that this year many are most likely going to NA next year.
Hope its not me.

Yesterday Kishen called me at midnight.
Was sleeping.
Wanted to stay and talk,
but he kept insisting for me to go back to sleep.
hahaha.

I just changed my blogskin.
A lil' plain though.
Will get a new one soon. (:

Niwaes til here ,
Kika.

2009-08-20T20:11:00.002+08:00

2013hrs.
Thursday.

Nowadays only blogging once a week.
Dont know why.

Closed all my piercings already.
For fasting month.
=(
Tak sabar raye, wooh.

Today i watched Interclass Captain's Ball for upper sec.
Cheered like mad for 3N3 and 3N4.
Haha.
Was fun watching them.

Niwaes yesterday i watched Deuce Bigolo, American Gigolo [im not sure bout the title].
FARKING FUNNY.
hahaha, but the lame type of funny.
hahahahahha.

Just now had Art after school.
Did my whole painting wrongly and had to restart it.
Art always makes me stressed.
But i like that subject.
I like D&T too.

Kay seriously im cracking my brain just to think of something to type here.
damn bored.
so will sign off now.
BYE.

2009-08-12T21:28:00.003+08:00

9.28pm.

Wednesday.

Was late for school today and yesterday.

1 Hour Detention on yesterday, was suppsoed to be for today also.

But today i came late for detention so Mr Sukaimi just gave me ezlink and told me i didnt need to attend detention.

Then had SNO.

All we did was shift instruments and stuff.

School was a bore as usual.

Nothing much to talk about it.

Last Saturday went out with Bear.

We helped out at the old folks' home.

Had loads of fun.

Seriously.

I never expected it to be fun,

but for my first time, it wasnt bad at all.

was happy i came actually.

Sunday i lepaked with Hilal.

Made some new friends at Yishun.

They could practically turn the whole NorthPoint upsidedown.

GEREK, but missed the whole National Day Parade on TV.

Then Monday i went to cemetary.

Long time have not visited my nenek and datok.

Bet you guys have never seen me wear tudung before.

Haha, look damn weird.

Nowadays i love taking Dynamic Display Pics.

Its like freaking cool and addictive ahhh.

hahahaha.

Yesterday on Anugerah 2009 Sarah Aqilah won.

Yeah she deserved to win.

But I liked Chirul best because he was freaking cute..

Sarah Aqilah's voice was strong like a veteran.

The rest sounded nervous.

Some people were like damn lame ah,

they put in comments stuff like,

"Kunjung not S'porean, dont vote for her."

"Vote Singapore Citizen not PRs."

like wtf ah.

Vote for best vocal lah stupiddd.

Tomorrow is Thursday!

Can go school late. =D

hahahha.

I <3>

Kay im gonna watch Transformers I now.

Its on Channel 68 HBO Family.

Hahah.

Kay bye. (:

2009-07-22T21:54:00.004+08:00

2154pm.

Wednesday.
School was bore today.
And we decided to play a prank on teacher by closing the doors and windows

and offing the lights..

Then she came in and scolded us like fuck.

Huahua.

Closed my tongue piercing because i accidentally threw my only barbell in the dustbin.
And decided to close my smiley too so i can repierce it properly and more straight.

im satisfied with piercings now.

Dont wana be too fanatic.
Hahahha.

Yay tomorrow can go school late.
Every thursday school starts an hour later.

I prefer it this way.

Got more time to sleep.
hahaha.

Friday i went to Lau Pa Sat after school.
Food was delicious.
Saved my lunch appetite for it.

Took pictures with Satay.

hahaha.

On saturday had SNO performance.
Was damn lazy to perform..
But in the end i was happy bcos it was finally over.

After the performance i went to sabrina's birthday party.

Was funnnn like madd.

Dresscode was BLACK and SEXY.
couldnt decide what to wear.
So i just wore something simple.

was black but i dont think sexy, hahah.

niwaes, i LOVED the dance floor.

didnt think that i would dance but i couldnt resist it.
We danced til 2am.
Then we thonned..

Waaaaa.
Wonder how my Sweet 16 is gonna be like.

Simple?

Or Grand?
I've got two years to plan.

Nowadays i've been writing poems.

Dont know why!

Like poems of love..

But they are damnnn lame.
Here's one:

The PUNK ROCKER I Love
The way you smoke,

Your funny jokes,

All of it I admire,

My love for you is like fire.

We love our cats,

we love to chat,

I dont know what to do,
All i need, is really you.

I write this poem, all for you.

Too know if you feel the same way too.

My cute, short, little smurf,

You'll always be, The Punk Rocker I Love.

Lame right?

hahah.

K guys im gonna go to bed now.

NITE.

2009-07-13T20:35:00.007+08:00

2034hrs.

Hey people.

Today was school.
Then SNO.
The usual.
kinda boring.

Had the monday blues in the morning.
But still went to school.
I have never missed a day of school without MC.
So semangat right? [smth like spirited.]

After school i went to see my baby cousin.
Adawiyah Amirah (:
She was sooo cute today.
Wanna see pics of her?

When She Was Born.

Cute rite?

Hahah she's like 7 or 8 weeks old i think.
________________________

Yesterday went out and came home like at 10.
And i was like camwhoring in the bus on the way home because there was no one in it.
See, see.

Muke Tak Perlu.

hahaha.

There's nothing much to blog about.
See you guys tomorrow..
BYE!

2009-07-11T15:32:00.002+08:00

1529hrs.

Woke up at 1230 today.

Was damn tired after performance yesterday at Esplanade Recital Studio.

Came home after midnight because there was no more MRT.

Performance was good except for one part where i didnt have my Angklung during the rehearsal.

I was damn stressed.

But in the end i got it before the performance so it was good..

Then during the performance my top button accidentally came out,

but when change song and need to put down angklung i quickly where back.

hahahah.

I dont think anyone noticed.

You know wad?

Hanisah forgot to put lipstick before the performance..

then she asked who can give her some from their lips..

Then i jokingly said "kau nak aku cium kau?"

[u want me to kiss you?]

then we like action like gonna kiss like dat.

Then when we were called to go out she was like,

"kk cepat!!"

[kk faster!!]

then she came closer then i came closer and we kissed!

like wtf!!

It all happened so fast and i still could not believe that i kissed her..!

HAHAHHAHA.

Today was supposed to go Escape Theme Park.

So i cancelled on my outing with Mamat and my outing with Irfan.

Then last minute my mom tell me got function to attend.

Then i had to cancel my outing to Escape.

Then in the end i didnt need to go after i cancelled all 3 outings.

So when i asked all of them back they couldnt except for Mamat and he asked to go to Woodlands and it was already almost 4 so i better not go..

But i dont know la.

Now im thinking what to do..

So yeah.

Gna go offline now..

BYE.

Performance. Tomorrow. Sno.

2009-07-09T22:24:00.005+08:00

1024pm.

Thursday.

Today school started at 8.30..

And was damn happy didnt that i could wake up one hour later.

When i was on the way to school people were staring at me as if i was late for school!

Yesterday i have no idea why b i felt damn lazy and didnt to ALL my homework.

Luckily i came a lil' early to school and finished it by then.

______________________

I had fun painting during art.

I think im gonna take art as a subject next year.

It was the only subject i got an A1 for.

Pulled me up like mad.

But seriously speaking my art aint that good compared to people like..

Azreen!

OMG her art is like so fucking good la,

her drawings are damn style.

She's gonna be successful one day. (:

haha.

_____________________________

Tomorrow is SNO's performance at the Esplanade.

Hope to do well.

Lost my costume so im borrowing Ain's.

And on the 18th of July is another performance as well.

All are gonna be night performances.

OMG Sabrina's birthday is on the 18th!

There must be a party!

Its a SATURDAY!

damnnn dont think can go.

shitshitshit.

________________________________

Gots to go sleep now!

I've got dark circles under my eyes

which i sooo need to get rid of.

GoOdNiGhT.

[the alternate big letter small letter was soo primary school hahaah]

2009-07-07T20:57:00.008+08:00

2207hrs.

Tuesday.

Today we took many funny pictures while we lepak after school.

hahahahha fun day as well as sad.

Us in the toilet.

Me and Ahneez Step Gangster.

Dina and Raudy Step Bitch haha, SKIRT TINGGI!

And Aryati looks so stress!

Ahneez Leads Us All.

Us In Action.

We Just Love Ourselves.

We Are The Step Mane Punyes.
Haha.

Gahhh, stokin tinggi!

________________________________

Today i ate Cinnamon Melts, damn nice.

hahahhahah.

Scroll down to read my SAD day.

__________________________________

Im Damn Sad.

Bear is going to rtc.

Feel like crying sia.

Love him loads, dont want him to go.

I gotta meet him before 4th August, before he goes back into court.

Wish he could stay.

Yesterday i cried because i didnt want him to go.

:'(

Gonna go sign off with sorrow.

Bye.

__________________________

2009-07-06T21:25:00.015+08:00

9.24pm.

Monday.

UGH!
Havent blogged in agessss!!

was busy with school and all,

as you know..

school is back!

haiz..

during the holidays i went mersing.

was damn fun.

but i got real dark after that.

hahahah.

went fishing and sotong catching.

will upload some pics soon.

after i came from mersing i didnt go school as i was sick.

on that day itself i went out with kishen!

hahahahha.

to peninsula and woodlands some more.

haahah.

first i met him at aljunied mrt to collect his pay from his office.

then we went back to the mrt, where i left my wallet on the ticket office counter!

hahahah.

then i damn panic sia.

then me and kishen went to the bubble tea shop all to check..

but in the end we got it back frm the counter haha.

after that we went to meet sabrina and shateesh in the mrt last cabin on the way to yishun.

after that we went to causeway point to watch Transformers.

got no more seats for the 3.05 show except for the FIRST ROW.

like RIGHT IN FRONT of the screen.

so we had to take that cuz shateesh couldnt stay for so long.

i see oso my neck damn pain then after a while my eyes feel very lazy to watch.

hahah.

after that me and kishen went to peninsula.

took some pics.

Us Again.

Us Again Outside The Cityhall MRT Toilet.

Had fun that day.

________________________

The next day i still didnt go to school.

Until wednesday.

This month SNO has 3 performances.

Would be damn busy for the next 2 weeks.

____________________

ahhhhh.

damn fun.

________________________

Oh and by the way,

for the past 4 days i've been doing piercings for myself randomly.

Day 1 : Smiley & Tongue

Day 2 : Ear [the centre bone]

Day 3 : Ear [the on top part]

Day 4 : Eyebrow

Funny sia.

My Tongue, and Smiley [if you can see].

Eyebrow.

_________________________

Got school tomorrow and my mom is shouting at me!

See you people later!

BYE!

Dance Arenaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2009-06-15T12:15:00.004+08:00

12.16pm.

Saturday, 13 june, two days ago, we went to dance arena.
Was very excited before the show because it would be my first time going to a dance show.
With Sabrina some more :)

First in the morning i went to accompany Sabrina to church.
Then went to Yishun MRT to collect tickets.
After we collect the tickets we went under Shateesh block to meet him.
We waited sooo long.
Then Shateesh came down followed by Divan.
We ate chicken rice at the coffeshop nearby.
Then we went to lepak at a block,
Divan went to disturb this old lady who got mad and chased us away.
Then got one time Divan told the lady that he never brushed his teeth and the woman went away saying wait smelly and all.
hahaha.

After that we sent the two guys to their block and we left for the mrt.
We quickly got ready for the show.
i was stressed because i havent got anything to wear.
I had this pair of shorts which were okay and Sabrina lent me one of her tops and shoes.
Then we left the house.

At the show, i felt damn paiseh because i didnt know anyone.
So all the way i was like holding on to Sabrina.
Then inside, the host was talking on and on.
and i didnt understand a single word they were saying.
They tell joke all i have no reaction.
Then the girl beside me, Shankare, was like "poor thing dont understand anything".
haha.
But i wish i did.

When we went to the toilet, i heard this girl saying " eh i want to call Shateesh! "
But Sabrina didnt hear it so i told her.
But another time she said it again and Sabrina heard it.
Then at the back of the hall she said it again when Sabrina was there which was really obvious she was tryna pull problem.
Sabrina wanted to sound her but then Exitainers were performing so Jasmin called her so she couldnt sound her.
I dont think she knows who she's pulling a problem with and how big the problem's gonna get.
All i can remember about her was that she's a bitch with purple extensions.

When MegaGeniz came on, it was like freaking noisy and i think the people in front of us regretted sitting there.
Sabrina's voice sounded like a bird like that sia with her sore throat.

After that show we lepak for a while outside,
talk to Vinodh, Shateesh and all.
Shateesh kept calling my full name.
Which was soo irritating.
So i told him that i knew his mother's name so i could blackmail him.

Overall i had fun at the show.
Must go again with Sabrina!!
Bye.

Shateesh, Kishen, Sabrina. <3

2009-06-10T22:39:00.003+08:00

10.30pm.

HELLO.

Today was fun.

First Mamat wake me up and kept msging me to go bathe and come meet him at 11.

Then after i get ready all,

gna leave the house,

he tell me dont come.

I oso donno why.

So i asked Sabrina to meet and she went to go ask Shateesh to come too.

So they both said can.

Reached Yishun at around 2 plus.

Then called Shateesh and he told me to come to the control station of the mrt.

Then when i was there i saw Kishen, but i didnt know him la.

Then when Shateesh come, he introduced me to Kishen.

Then i was like wtf, he was sitting behind me for like so long on the railing and i didnt know who he was.

Then we all go gv bcos Kishen and Shateesh wanted job application.

From the way they talk confirm wont get la.

haha.

When shateesh got the application form he go and ask the lady "This one for what ah?"

and some more his hair like golden monkey oso, with piercings all.

haha.

Then we got to go in the cinema there.

We wanted to sneak in the theatre so first Kishen went inside.

Then we waited for a long time for the woman to look away.

then i go in.

By the time i went in, Kishen went out already coz he thought not coming.

Then i wait in the cinema like one dumbdog, waiting for Shateesh to come.

Then in the end he didnt come in, he called me and said they outside the exit.

then i was like wtf.

But i think the woman suspected that we did that so i dont think they're got get the jobs to work there haha.

Niwaes goodluck guys.

Then after that we go outside and wait for Sabrina to come.

Once she came we relak there for awhile and then go to the park to lepak.

Then we lepak there for a while and Kishen and Sabrina were hungry so we went to the coffeeshop to eat.

Then Sabrina feed me some of her chicken rice and Shateesh bought us drinks and then Sabrina like damn paiseh and kept forcing me to give back her money for her.

But in the end i didnt, i just took her money.

haha.

Then we all go to the park again, then talk cock stories, took lame candid pictures and I learned how to roll angoon from Shateesh.

haha last time i didnt know so by the time i rolled one it would be like Christmas edi.

After that we go to the mrt toilet, Kishen took so long in the toilet.

Dont know what oso he was doing.

Then after that we lepak at a playground near Shateesh block.

After that we all chowed.

Once i reached home, i was alone.

And i called my mom and my bro and both didnt pick up.

And my dad was happily prawn fishing with Sabrina and the rest.

Aiyo.

So yeah, i had fun just hanging out with them.

BYE!

a boring post.

2009-06-07T20:19:00.003+08:00

4..40pm.
Hey im back.

Saturday
At 6am plus i went to lepak with Ahmad, Panjang, Rosman and another guy which i donno how to spell the name.
We lepak until bout 8 plus at Yishun block 200+.

then i had Cun Graduation.
It was at One People Singapore, in Toa Payoh.
They had the fashion show.
It was great, haha.
They were real good.
Then we got goodie bags,
and then there was a TIMEZONE card worth $5!
haha.
And they gave another $5 TIMEZONE voucher.
Was a blast seeing all the girls catwalk.

After that, i went home.
Back to yishun, my dad's house.
Sabrina was on the way to Cheng San Idol.
So i met her at the interchange for a while.
After that I lepaked with Shateesh before he also left for Cheng San Idol.
I burned my finger because of a cigarette ash sia.
Then Shateesh asked me to come oso to Cheng San Idol.
But i wasnt dressed properly so i didnt go.
But i really did wanna come sia!
Sabrina told me what happened over there and it sounded so happening.
Then i was like, fuck lah should have come.

Sunday
We were supposed to go to the zoo but we didnt because while we were on the way there it rained.
Then we decided to go Bottle Tree Park.
Like so budget rite?
From Singapore Zoo to Bottle Tree Park.

We went prawn fishing!

hahaha.

Only caught two prawns in one hour.

Paisey sia.

I caught the first one and Kt caught the second one.

Then when kt caught the second one she kept swinging it on the rod, i think almost kena the person beside us.

Then when i wanted to catch it, she swung it to the other side.

I think we were the only family that a lot of noise just for prawns.

Yesterday

Yesterday had school til 12pm.

After that went to Yishun.
Met Mamat, then met Sab & Nandhini at interchange.

After Nandhini left, we went to Macdonalds to eat.

Sab told Shini & Monica to come Mac.

I thought only gonna be both of them, suddenly one whole group come.

Then they said they wanted to go 208 to lepak.

So Sab followed them and it was left with me and mamat.

Then we went up to TimeZone then the woman say i cannot go in because i was in school uniform.

Then i told mamat that i wanted to wear my smiley in the toilet, then he got angry and took it and throw away.

damn sad la.

I pierced it like so hard myself, and that is why i didnt want to close it so fast.

At least a few months or so.

But what to do, if you have a guy that is caring for you.

Then we met GanjaBoi at the park and after that we went to 208 to lepak.

After that we chow.

Today

Today class finished at 11.

After that i dont know why but i had the mood to study more,

so i joined Miss Lau's class for another hour or so.

After that me, hanisah, danial and syahmie sat under the block and wait for Amirah.

When amirah came we sat for a while more and then i left to go home while they went to Elias.

Was damn tired and hungry.

Now im at home, watching The Style Network on cable.

Its so boring without cash.
Byee.

2009-06-04T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.
How have your holidays been?
Okay?
The holidays are passing by weirdly fast.
damn.

Anyways im at my dad's house again and i have been staying here quite a lot actually.
Its because there's always no friend for me at home so yeah.
And its because i stay here i dont go out with my friends and go for my school holiday programmes and stuff.
i feel so bastard.
But it aint my fault.

Damn.
Im so bastard sia because Sabrina and the rest are waiting for me downstairs and here i am blogging.
hahahaha.
We're probably gonna do some block shopping and some fire playing..
Which we just did just now.
but we're gonna do it again, haha.

Yesterday we played Gangster's Paradise and everybody kena rabak sia.
too bad no one pautoh who the gang leader is.
Which was me luh, haha i dont know about the other team.
Sabrina got pulled down from the ping pong table and she fell flat on her face and that was the end of the game.
LAWLS.
damn funny sia.
got dragging on the floor some more.
i laugh until i no more energy to fight sia.
but should have taken a video of how sabrina fell flat on her face.

Anyway just now me, mane and krish went swimming then we also played Gangster's paradise but it was every man/woman for himself so we had to tell the gang name.
mine was "sabrinaisacow".
but still in the end i never said it.
hahaha.
but gangster's paradise in water is much more fun than normal gangster's paradise.

i just realised if i become Chinkay for Blackjack i win a lot of money.
that was what happened last night haha.
was better than Mane being chinkay or sabrina being chinkay.

Hmm i wonder what they're doing downstairs.
Must be something fun.
I better go down.
and the phone is ringing.
BYE!

FUNNERIFFIC WEEKEND.

2009-06-02T01:29:00.009+08:00

heyo.

1.52 am.

just came home from a 3 day 2 night stay at my daddy's house.

damn fun sia.

on Day 1 we had a bbq for my dearest brother tinohan.

not fair sia, we arrived 5 min right after the Snake Show. =(

because we went for a play called Othello In Rap & Set in the Ghetto.

it was great, but the rapping was kinda weird though.

niwaes at the party,

all our cousins came then we all thon.

Sabrina

Vinodh

Vimal

Zackri

Krishan

Mane [went home early]

we went to Mac like very late and ate fries and drinks.

we play hide and seek all around the condominiu

m in the middle of the night till 3am we went to to the coffeeshop to buy some drinks again.

then at the coffeeshop Su kept acting like he was some drunk freako disturbing the China lady..

"eh come here lah we talk talk.."

den order nonsense all after we started ordering teh katai and kopi katai..

"i want beer katai.. got redbull katai not?"

retarded sia that guy.

then we played cards at the pond

ok at the

condo..

do everything sia..

sleep at the carpark ramp, the pondok.. keep changing place.

but the funnest was when at the ramp la.

krishan slept on su, i slept on vimal, kt and sabrina slept on vinodh and zackri and ji just watched us..

gerek sioool.

i dn care, im gonna do this again.

i couldnt ask for a greater bunch of people.

WE HAD LOTS OF FUN TOGETHER!

COUSINS = <3

Me, Vinodh, Sabrina at the ramp.

this is vimal.

Lifeless retards.
But we still LOVE each other!

END OF DAY 1 of
FUNNERRIFIC WEEKEND.

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Day 2

We initially wanted to stay only for one night, but it ended up being two nights.

Most of them had already gone home in the morning,

so only me, zack, vimal, vinodh, krish went to play pool.

sabrina kept saying she was coming down but she was actually stuck on the computer.

we played for like two hours lor and she kept say "ya coming coming" but by the time we came up she just oni off the computer.

i hope u reading this, sab.

then we went bowling at orchid country club.

i never knew vinodh was good at bowling. -_-"

hahaha, before that vimal and vinodh were called the LONGKANG brothers..

then we went to see monkeys at somewhere near thomson there.

we only sat at the reservoir and enjoyed the nice view for less than 5 min!

i was like wth.

and all 10 of us squeezed into the car.

pangku each other like mad.

can get heat stroke sia,

fucking hot sialll.

after that we went to eat prata at Casuarina Curry .

me, sabrina, jiraj and krish ordered Chocolate prata,

which we thought would be Chocolate Icecream,

but in the end was just a tissue prata covered with chocolate sauce and sprinkles.

and i was like omg..

then i felt very heaty cuz my drink was Milo Dinosaur,

so that was a lotta chocolate.

then everyone was sent home and i fell asleep on the sofa as soon as we reached home.

when i woke up, i couldnt remember a single thing of how i got there.

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Day 3

day 3. was only me sab zack and kt bcoz everyone had gone home already.

but then later in the noon krish and mane came.

first we played American Ace,

then Blackjack,

then Heart Attack.

by the way i love Mane being Chinkay.

haha.

then after that we played block catching at our tower.

first me and krish were catchers and we took a real long time to catch them

then i got real pissed but evevntually we caught them.

later we went swimming at the pool and i had to wear sabrina's mum's

swimming costume because i didnt bring my own..

and i could have sworn my boobs looked as if they were sagging,

but i dont think anyone noticed.

big lah that suit.

hahah.

we swam from 6.30 to 9.30 and they kept persuading us to say another night.

but since we didnt have any more clothes and zack and kt had school,

we didnt.

so now im home.

do you know what happened just now?

in the cab right, with zack and kt,

kt promised that she would lend me her phone

to let me call someone if i let her listen to some music.

then i said okay because my prepaid was low.

then she listen from yishun until bedok.

then at the house i oni get to use her phone for like a min.

and i was like wth.

but nvrmind, she went to stay at my auntie house so she's not here.

peace and quiet.

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and i dont care but im gonna thon with them again.

gonna have loads of fun man.

this holidays, huhu.

thanks lifeless people who read my blog.

goodnight. 2.07am.

and p.s. to the dearest spammer who spam my sister sab blog,

fuck off loser, get a life.

i am me.

2009-05-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

hey peeps with no lives that read my blog.

im studying about Shylock's monologue in The Merchant Of Venice by Shakespeare.

I like it actually.

it makes a stand, and i find that cool.

I think William Shakespeare is Anti-Semitic [anti-Jew] because in many of his plays the Jews will lose.

I like the merchant of venice because its so interesting. [thats cause its the only shakespeare play i've read fully].

niwaes u people shld read it.

its coming out for my literature exam and im psyched.

anywhoo..

on the 22nd of april was Angklung syf as well as my birthday.

and we managed to earn the Gold With Honours award.

woo!

Bila-bila Siglap Nusantara Orchestra!

smangat.

im so proud of everyone.

also, aryati got me limited edition Ozzy Osbourne Converse shoes which were just what i wanted!

they were awesome.

i love her.

i was also happy when Hougang and Siglap Nusantara Orchestra sang me a birthday song,

Mr khamis too.
haha, fun day.

Im gonna miss the seniors leaving the orchestra..

they trained us so hard and we were so stubborn.

but in the end it was all thanks to them we got the award la.

and not forgetting mr khamis.

after that we had a chalet last thursday at Aloha Loyang.

fun mannn.

hahahha i dressed Rudies style..

weird sia.

but ok arh.

today was my history paper and i didnt finish it.

i left out the structured essay question which was worth TWENTY marks.

wtf.

the thing that always makes me like this is because i get too smangat in doing other parts that i have no time or forget to do some parts.

ughhh.

regret ah regret.

nvm next exam i'll be more careful yea.

ooo american idol is on.

SEE YOU LATER ALLIGATORS.

life and times.

2009-02-07T23:57:00.011+08:00

hey peeps.
its me here.

im watching powerpuff girls right now on cartoon network.
its exactly 11.59pm now.

oh no, Bubbles is crying because Buttercup won the race.

and i have no exactly why the professor became an old man.

k nvm forget it.

today i spent my day with taslim.

fun lah that idiot.

MOVING ON...

i love my family sooo much.
=)
my brothers are handsome and my sister's so cute.
the best foursome siblings ever.
haha.
this was at Jack's Place at Sempang Bedok there.
fun day.

Here are RANDOM TIMES WITH NURUL IMAN, my cousin.

AT KK HOSPITAL.
MY CUTE LIL HOSPITAL BABY.

US AT THE BEACH. EAST COAST.

At msia!

she's so cute. i so love her.

haha missing her so much right now.

k luh i wanna go bathe now.

syok sia bathe cold water. BYE!

2008-12-21T20:58:00.004+08:00

hey guys what up.
im in johore now.
will be back monday morning.

i've got one thing to say.
I LOVE BOB MARLEY!
his songs is quite nice.
im a fan.
my favourite song of his is "Girl I Want To Make You Sweat".
damn nice.
very catchy.
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so how am i here in jb?
not too bad.
boring n tiring though.
but i do like the house, its big and i can climb to the roof.

[without anyone knowing, that is.]

cool huh?
my sister took this picture.

the weather here is so humid.

just like singapore, only a teensy bit worse.

wanna see the stairs?

sometimes late nite i'll be scared to go down the stairs.
damn dark.
then i'll be like the only one awake when im just craving for a late night snack.
haha.
that cap there is Volcom.
ori okayy.
hahaha..
i remeber that day when i went to bugis with amirah to buy it.
damn fun.
haha.

tomorrow i'll be meeting amirah at pasir ris interchnge at 10am.
wanna buy books.
i bought mine.
im just gonna accompany her.

and then the day after tomorrow [tuesday] i aint got nothing so anything u can ajak me go anywhre.
then on wednesday i'll be going to sentosa with my babes.
thursday i'll be meeting arul
and friday i aint got nothing.
i hope my mom's gonna lemme go out this whole week.
my last week of holidays.

the holidays pass by so fast. ='(
but i do miss school too.

once i start school i just cant wait to sit in the canteen during recess.
and i also cant wait to lepak after school like i always do.
basically, the people in the school are the ones that make me like school.
even those fun teachers, like Ms Tan Bee Ling and Mdm Adeline Chua and more.

i got two of my bestest guy friends' birthdays coming up in jan.
got any idea of what i shld buy for 'em?

well gotta go,
bye!

STRESS

2008-12-12T23:55:00.003+08:00

Haiz. Stress3.
i am like seriously suffering a really bad cough
and i just vomited my heart out in the toilet just now.

as usual, boredom has taken over.
i wanna play the guitar, but i lost my pick. damn.
now im listening to david archuleta, singing the song Crush.
not too bad la.

i miss school so badly. i cant wait for it to reopen man.
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this is what i observe frm my friends.
they are like busy with their boyfriends,
which like make me feel left out sometimes.
sometimes only la.
bcos i wanna go out with them,
then they will say they're going out with their boyfriend.
quite a few lah, but i dont mind.
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im damn tired sia.
i coughed so badly just now til i vomited.
there went my double cheeseburger.

niwaes, my battery is dead flat. i want to call people oso cannot.
the charger my bro using.
wtf, only one charger.
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christmas is just arnd the corner.
and i told my family that if i do get a christmas present,
i want contact lenses.
blue ones. sapphire blue ones.
thats bcos my old sapphire blues koyak.
it tore just like that.
and my other pair of violets is with farah.
and i dont think she plans on giving them back.
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oh yea, i'll be moving to bedok north soon.
haha, from bedok south to north.
but i like this bedok south house actually.
but what to do, its my auntie's,
and i cant stay here forever.
i'll be at bedok north with my mom and siblings.
freakishly small man the house.
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i just pierced my nose, like a few days ago.
is it so bad to have piercings?
seriously? no right?
my brother was like scolding me,
saying that he's ashamed of having me as a sister.
bcos i come home late and i pierced my nose.
wtf rite. and its just the nose.
last time i pierced tongue!
two some more!
whatever la, just bcos we dont have a father he's "stepping in".
you aint dad, go die.
my mom doesnt seem to mind,
so why does he care?
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oh yeah, have you guys seen the movie Juno?
it came out a long time ago actually.
i bought the CD.
its about this sixteen year old girl getting pregnant.
so instead of aborting the baby she dcides to put it up for adoption.
if i do ever get pregnant before marriage or underaged,
i just hope the guy i did it with wont leave me.
i would just want him to be by my side to face the consequences.
BUT IM NOT GONNA DO IT!
im staying a V til im like 30 man!
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niwaes, to those who have made this mistake,
i think its just best if you dont kill the baby.
no babies like murdering.

think about it.

gd nite.

BGRs.

2008-12-04T22:06:00.004+08:00

yo what up people.

its me eating some pancakes while blogging.
my sister made them.
she's eleven years old but she makes the best pancakes everrr.
seriously!
especially if she puts ice cream on top.
yummyyy!
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im damn freaking bored man.
now im chatting with Arul, and he's not replying any of my IMs.
wth.
i think his comp froze again.
sigh.
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Paolo Nutini is seriously freaking hot man.
he could be a model.
k i know that most of you dont know him much,
but i like his songs a lot.
You should go search him in youtube or whatever.
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So whatcha guys up to these holidays?
Havin fun?
Damn, i still havnt bought my school books.
Just waiting for the money.
I hope they dont go outta stock when i buy 'em.
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I finally realised that having a boyfriend/girlfriend, or just having a guy/girl which likes u and u like him/her back, is sometimes quite troublesome.
You'll have to call him/her, or pick up his/her calls, reply messages and stuff everyday.

That day i had a lotta messages from this guy, and its kinda sorta my boyfie, but not.
And my brother read them while i was asleep.
And he told my family.
Which led to a whole lot of trouble.

So i told this guy to not contact me at all for a few days, like.. let things settle down, ya know?
And it kinda worked.
I mean i could like spend more time with my family, and save my prepaid and all.
My mom gave me more trust/freedom.
That was because the less time i spent with that guy, messaging the guy or calling the guy; the more time i had with my family.

But i do miss him loads.
Its been a few days since i last contacted him.
I cant stop thinking bout him.
I'll get back to him soon.
I think.
Try what i did and see what happens.
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So here's me signing off.
Happy Holidays, folks.

smoker.

2008-12-02T14:29:00.004+08:00

so um, its been ages since i last updated.

im just gonna start off by talking bout SNO camp.
it was kinda fun, hanging out with the other members..
i think we all managed to bond together..
managed to get to know each other more and practice more.

it was all okay for me until i got caught for possesion of cigarettes by mdm aishah when we went to the zoo.
i mean i was just enjoying the whole camp, and it was already the last day of the camp.
but why did this thing have to ruin it?
haiz.
why the fuck did i even bring the cigarette to the zoo?
thats seriously dumb.
if i knew i wldnt have brought it, duh.
damn me.

after that incident, my mom and brother was seriously disappointed.
i just hope my dad wont get to know.
stupidstupidstupid me.

mr lek and mdm aishah said that they are gonna let the authorities decide what to do.
hmm.

but despite that problem i still managed to have fun at the zoo with the other members.
it was really fun.

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so um,
everybody says its because of my school that i've changed a lot.
but i think its just me.
i enjoy my life here, in Siglap.
i like school.
i love my friends.
before i came to Siglap, i was so called "good", i mean thats what THEY [my family] think.
but i am still good actually.
my mom just jumps to conclusions.
and i HATE it when she does that.
she can ask all my other friends,
my so called "nakalness" is nothing compared to some other people in my school.
even my friends know that.
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Two things i can resist from : Drugs And Sex.
Smoking? so-so.
Im not addicted, thats all i know.
I call it... " social smoking " ?
What crap am i talking about?
I guess im tryna quit.
Yesterday all the way i take angoon.
like one fucking cheap bastard.
But only a bit lah.
I cut down.
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K lah i gtg now, wish me luck on my quit smoking plan.
hahahaha bye.

last day of school

2008-10-23T20:04:00.006+08:00

last day of school, wasnt that bad.

our class is supposed to be "untouchable".

as in, we arent supposed to have any new students coming in.

but i dont know why, two new students from NA which got promoted to express went into our class. and i think we did a pretty warm welcome for them.

KASPER & DELVINAAA.

1E2!! im gonna miss you! i dont wanna go 2e2! i wanna stay a 1E2 student!

*SIGH*

Sometimes its great to be a sec one.

I enjoyed my sec one life here in Siglap.

We ROCK.

today i got my two confiscated phones back, from "THE SIGLAP SECONDARY SCHOOL COLLECTION OF CONFISCATED PHONES."

and im so happy.

my mom said im addicted/obsessed with my phone.

am i?

im not actually, its just that, its important for me to communicate with my people.

bcos sometimes it IS a life or death situation.

OR..

it could be just something important.

who knows?

IM GONNA MISS SCHOOL.
SO.. GOODBYE SCHOOL.
SEE YOU AGAIN NEXT YEAR.
Fairwell, 1E2.

Its me again.

2008-10-13T16:55:00.003+08:00

hey its me, kika.

its monday and im bored.
my mom dont let me go out.
and i totally have nothing to do.
this always happens when i stay home.

niwaes saturday was the class barbeque and it was so freaking fun.
me, karlina, kirthi, azreen, amirah and dinah went cycling.
and we sent amirah home on bicycle. i tompang her.
hahahaha what fun, unfortunately she had to go home early..
but at least she could come..

i was the only girl who torn [dont know how to spell] at the beach with the rest.
but at least mdm chua was there.
haha.
me, mdm chua, brandon, indra, rafi, alphaeus, james, darryl and zong ru.

we finished the barbeque at 11?
and then went to arcade, then bowling.
i didnt wanna play cuz i didnt know how and i didnt have socks or money.
then i guess mdm chua payed for me. and the socks rafi blanje.

and by then it was 2.30am.
then we went back to the pit to start the barbeque again.
mdm chua slept haha.
there was this group of drunk people at the bbq pit next to us.
indra went to the toilet in his bike and there was the drunk girl there.
then suddenly he came back in less then one minute.
i ask why he said the woman was like "boy, boy. can borrow your bicycle?"
he was fucking scared! haha.

then at 5.30am, me, indra and rafi went to bathe.
air sejuk siol, fucking cold.

then at 6.30am we left the pit and went to mcd and ate breakfast.
brandon lend me money to buy a happy meal and im so angry cuz i left my toy at mcdonald's.

then we run around e-hub play hide and seek and all because we had nothing to do.
then later the rest went back. me, indra and rafi were left.
so we lepak at BK, walk around.
then at 8.45am i went back.

at 10 i sleep all the way til 3.
hahaha.
fun sia torn.
the first time i torn WITH FRENS.
usually its just with family.
1E2 shld do this again.

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haiz, i cant believe its already october.
i mean its the end of sec 1!
so freaking fast.
i can still remember the first day of school haha.
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I hate myself right now.
I am so done with relationships.
Like someone already told me, im too playful for love.
Is it true?
Yeah, maybe, maybe not.
Love only causes tears and confusion for me.
Im just a pocketfull of trouble.
Fuck The Life Im Having Now.
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Hopefully i will be better. Insya Allah.

2008-10-06T21:23:00.004+08:00

k its been a SERIOUSLY LONG time.
i mean, the last time i updated was AUGUST!!

k my status : single.
to be honest, having a guy is like.. leceh la.
its so troublesome.
must be loyal, and dedicated to him.
im just scared that i might break his heart again.
or.. it may be the other way around.
i dont wanna be played out by a guy again.

mirza once told me this,

life is short.
why should you waste your time on guys like that?

maybe what he said is true.

but there are also such guys right?
i mean those that would truly love you?
i guess.. they're just hard to find.. thats all.

in your whole entire life, you will meet the right person for you at least once in your life.
im waiting to find out who it is for me.

yeahh i can be deep sometimes. lol.

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currently.. i have two guys liking me.
as in like, want to stead.
i love one of them more than the other but i dont wanna hurt the other guy's feelings.
cuz he came first.
i rejected both.
but i just cant stop thinking bout that one guy i love so much, seriously.
he means a lot to me.
but im not risking my heart again.
lets just be single and play safe.
play safe as in dont stead i mean.

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this hari raya,
i collected about $134 so far.
but i was a lil' dumb and spent quite a lot on shopping and now about 50 is left.
*sigh*
u know what? lots of people say that money isnt everything.
hahah i think different.
i mean not that im a money face, but seriously.

money IS everything.
[well thats what i think]

its easy to spend, but its hard to earn.

so unfortunately, i have to give away 50 dollars of my money to my mom to buy a new washing machine.
so yeahh.
im broke.
im so darn broke.
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here's me signing off.
bye.
-kika 9.44pm

2008-08-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

heyho!

its been a while since i last updated. seriously. few months readi. guess i was just lazy, hahaha.
hmmm, kinda enjoying my school life. but there are still a few miserable times. kinda used to it.

we got our class tees already and they're kind a nice. not too bad. a pair of wings at the back with our names printed too. we used it for sports day and for every runner that ran, we would tell them to use their wings.
"FLY RAFI! USE YOUR WINGS!" hahahhaa.

so um, single or attached? right now, im single. and enjoying it. i have been single for about a few weeks already. =)
for now, crushes. maybe later, REAL later.. i'll have a boyfriend again. not too sure.

yesterday was national day. i was like "IM NOT GONNA FUCKING CELEBRATE THIS FUCKED UP COUNTRY'S BIRTHDAY!" hahahaha. cuz it was like SOOO boring. seeing the same thing every year. and it gets even more boring each year!

niwaes, there's a cine mati below by block. lil' noisy. just a LIL'. -_-" ..
im bored. you know why? cuz im broke. i aint got no fucking prepaid. and i aint got no cable. haiz. relax kika, when your daddy's back he'll give us some KACHINGYYS. hahahaha k lame.

chatting with Arul now. he's like one of the most handsome guys ever. seriously. hahaha. he's a fun guy to chat with. and he's the only one im chatting with bcuz nobody wants to fucking entertain me.

k so im now gonna watch some NON-CABLE VISION. *sobs* BYE!

2008-06-11T20:39:00.004+08:00

hey you guys. sorry didnt blog, was editing pictures.

i dont know why but suddenly im so into editing pictures. oh yeah, i also design friendster layouts. you know what? i should do that to earn money. i mean like, its fun to do and its also entrepreneural. hehe. =) . i did one for azreen and she's paying me TWO DOLLARS, woohoo!

im so desperate for cash. i really want that N73 phone again. i would do anything for it. im starting to save money lil' by lil'. right now i have around two dollars in my box, thats cuz i only started saving yesterday. hehe.

im gonna think of more entrepreneural ways to make more cash. entrepreneural has become my favourite word :D. hehe.

i think when school reopens, on tieday, im gonna rent out my tie for the people who doesnt bring their ties. and im gonna have an extra tie just for me so that i dont get detention for not having a tie. how smart is that? lols.

and then maybe i'll start buying barbells and selling them. this one im not 100% sure it'll work but i can try. cuz there are loads of other places where u can find cheap barbells.

i think i'll buy a second hand N73. its cheaper.

why do i want that phone so much? it was the phone that satisfied me the most and i loved that phone the most out of all my other phones.

ok, enough about my phone.
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yesterday i slept at 3am doing amirah's layout. since it was the first layout i ever did, i didnt expect anything. but she says she's tipping me around forty cents i think.

its fun laaa. i love to do layouts. cuz its simple, its just some people dont know how to do it cuz they dont get the steps. you have to learn the steps yourself. explore, u know?
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im like so broke. i need cash, baybeh, cash! i have no more ideas mann. if you have just give me a friendster message alrite. www.friendster.com/kikamanika .
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right now im trying to think of good captions and lines for my pictures and layouts. amirah's one is "Melt Me By The Warmth Of Your Lips." which was so good. and i cant think of any good ones now. also, if you do have any, do tell me by giving me a friendster message aite.
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good bye peoples.

2008-06-09T01:05:00.001+08:00

k. my last post was like when? a month ago man! that's the thing about blogs. when u first start it you will start getting all active in it, but after a while, you start getting lazy.

and you know one thing i realise about my blog? i realise that what i write, i mean my opinions, isnt all that right. when i read what i write, i sorta feel guilty, you know. i mean like saying bad stuff about people. and reading about the bad stuff i had done.

so let's start.

today im having a really really really bad day. and i just lost my handphone, a few hours ago. on the way home, in the bus. this really sucks. all my pictures, my songs, my videos. GONE! and i know who the fuck took it. its a malay girl with blonde hair. FUCK HER LARH!

i swear if i ever find a handphone that isnt mine, i will SURELY return it. because now i finally understood the feelings of someone who lost a handphone and knows that someone took it and doesnt wanna give it back.

i hate this. i want my phone back. the most important thing is my memory card. my precious memory card. i want my pics. they are my bloody memories man. i feel so stupid right now. that was the third phone i lost. and it feels really tempting to just grab the scissors bside me and just cut. but im not gonna do that anymore. im done with it.

im a changed person now, i realise that family is the most important thing to each of us right now. we dont realise it. who's gonna be there til the very end? friends, maybe. family, definitely. but there are also times when you have no choice but to leave choose your friends over your family. i've been there hundreds of times. sometimes, i do feel guilty.

my mom. my saviour. she gives me those lectures which i hate, when i do something wrong, but we all know that our mothers do it for our own good. there are times when we find it annoying, am i right? well its normal i guess. she just wants her advice to get into our tiny lil' heads. you know what they say, a mother knows best.

its exactly 1.30am right now. and im not even sleepy. tmr the whole day i'll be bored cuz i aint got nothing to do. this june holidays are passing by really quickly. sighs.

so see ya tmr peoples. i'll probably have lotsa time to blog.

2008-05-02T18:10:00.001+08:00

hey there peoples. i havent written in my blog in like more than a month! and a lot of people kept bugging me to update so here it is.

hmm. k if u know me well, u wld know that the first thing i would talk about is boyfriends. currently attached to sec 2 luqman. he's kind, caring and has a great sense of humour. he we stead on the 29th of March. two days after my last post. he didnt really ask, neither did i. it was all natural. idk why.

we met at the Sec 1 Orientation Camp in February. on my birthday, 22nd April, he gave me this heartshaped pendant necklace with our names on it, "Luqman & Kika". it was so nice lor. aryati gave me like $10 and i was like, WHOA. TEN BUCKS MAN! woohoo. i got pretty lil' cards too. =)

amirah's card was like so GOD DAMN LONG. she was like gonna tell a whole fairy tale in there or something! aryati's was long too!

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anyways i stink, so im gonna go bathe now. see yas, and buhbyes.

kasih mengapa.

2008-03-27T20:46:00.002+08:00

Now hearing the song Kasih Mengapa. LAGU SEDAP GILER OI! the first time i heard it, which was yesterday night, i kept listening to it. then i came across this song, and i fell in love with it man. FUYOH! i lovvvvve this song. u all should listen to this song. its not too jiwang or too hip hop. its perfect man.

The second song i cry to is How To Save A Life. its so touching that if you hear it, you will get goosebumps sia. hear the lyrics, it means a lot. its a sad song somehow too. but it always cheers me up everytime im sad. im serious mannn. i recommend this song to you all also.

today me, amirah, mirza and syahmie hang out at mcdonalds for a while. then syahmie went back early. me amirah and mirza stayed and talk2. then we suddenly we talk about khairul. den he suddenly pops out of nowhere. hahaha. even mirza said he's cute.

SONG CURRENTLY LISTENING TO : HEY THERE DELILAH

that song is soooooper heartfelt. eh you know what? i just realised that i like heartfelt songs. hahahhahaha. KIKA2. its got quite a lot of meaning arh, so listen to it. whats wrong wif me? im like recommending songs to people. its not like they'll listen to it. BODOHNYE KIKA.

eh people, i forgot to tell you this on my first post. please come to my friendster, it is the most updated profile i hav. http://profiles.friendster.com/kikamanika . and leave me a comment kays.
buhbyepeopleloveya. :D

JUST PLAIN SIGHS.

2008-03-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

this week has been the weird so far.

hmmm.. yesterday nooris told me that amirul likes two girls. Me and Nadiah. and i like him a lot. but today i just heard that he liked nadiah more. then i got all sad and emo and jiwang and stuff. then he sent me an apology letter. it said that he and danial were playing heads and tails and i was tails and nadiah heads. and the coin kept saying heads. so danial wrote nadiah's name on amirul's hand. whatever arh. he told me that its not true. but i dont know. thats me, forever being clueless..

k this is exactly what the letter said.

To: Manika
Subject: Apology Letter

Hmm so sorry.. Plz do not be sad it would make me sad too... Hiya its all my fault... Do not blame Danial and Mirza coz it all happened in 1E3. It all started when Danial said that if heads it mean i like Nadiah and if tails it means i like you. Then many times head seyh so Danial kept saying that i like Nadiah but i do not. Then Nooris withstrain me then Danial wrote with permanent marker on my hand. I cannot erase, so i use permanent marker to write over it. Thats why you see blue colour on top of my hand. Then suddenly you become sad then people keep blaming me but most important is that i hope you are no more sad. Apollogy from my heart. Anyways just dont be sad.

Sincerely, Amirul.

when mirza read the letter, he said that amirul missed out one TEENSY LITTLE PART. the part where he was supposed to say I LOVE YOU.whatever laa.. he doesnt like me as much as he likes nadiah. so yeah dn really care about it much nimore.

hmmm. hamka asked me if i was okay yesterday. because he read my blog. i regret cutting my wrist. the scars are still there. hmmm. people, i dont cut my wrists anymore. i was stupid and dumb. i did not think before i actually did it. im sorry peoples.

sometimes i feel like just running away from home, you know.. i wish my grandmother was alive. then i could run to my grandmother's house. i need some quiet time and space away from this family. i dont like the way my mom and dad are treating me too. i dont have enough trust and i only go out like what, AT MOST ONCE A WEEK, and they start calling me obssesive over my friends! and what's so wrong about receiving a msg late at nite? its just one msg! she freakin' confiscated me phone when she heard the ring tone! hai, parents2...

k lah buh byes. my eyes cant take it. they're gonna pop out any second soon.

2008-02-21T21:04:00.002+08:00

hello. k. tomorrow i was supposed to go to yishun, and yesterday gb told me that he wanted to meet me, but today when i asked him, he suddenly said cannot. so now im dont know what im gonna do tomorrow. its getting bored. ahmad has been like begging me to see him tomorrow but today he didnt call me so i dont really know if i can see him or not. i cant call him, he has no handphone, and if i call his house, his family would pick up. dammit lurh. stress leyh.

kk nevermind. if i dont go to meet anyone, i can just relak at home. all alone. ALONE.. man i dont like to be alone. it sucks. kk. sometimes its fun, when im in da mood. but now i feel like meeting somebody! its getting lame. hahaha.

today i had a fun day with Amirah, Mirza, Dinah, Danial, Amirul and Qushairy. we shared stories and it was kinda fun. i kept laughing about nooris. cuz everything we talk about always had nooris in it. and they always talked about something smelling like nooris. no wait, EVERYTHING smelling like nooris. haha. Nooris is a funny guy from 1e3. they say he smells weird but i never really smelled nooris before. haahaha.

i never really noticed this, but Amirul's cute. hahahaha. :D . very what right i? got bf oso like tht.

hey i dont know why, but everyone's like talking about doing the shuffle and stuff. i havent got it quite right yet. and i dont bother to. its not all that. haha. we should invent our own dance moves. :D and then we can make a video and post it on youtube. K SET. haha.

KiKA

My First Blog Post.

2008-02-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

Kk.

im just gonna start my first blogpost with Valentine's Day.

Valentines Day.. HAIZ... everyone was talking about it the week before..

its was soo frustrating.

and on the day itself, my boyfriend didnt even wish me. haha. but i dont blame him.
WE'RE MUSLIMS.

lol.

my other friends got mystery teddy bears/flowers..

i didnt get anything.

i just got pieces o' paper from my class mates..

they gave it to me because Mdm Chua was assigning the whole class to write four Valentine's Day messages.

1) Any Boy
2) Any Girl
3) Any Teacher
4) The Person That Sits Next To Ya

*must say something that u like about that person

and the best one i got was:

HELLO MANIKA.

ERM, I LIKE.. YOUR PEN!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

JOSIAH

hahaha.. that was so funny.

kk.

now i'll move on to what happened YESTERDAY.

it was Part 2 of the Sec 1 Orientation. it was the Campfire night. MAN WAS THAT HAPPENING!

after all that happening, i lost freakin' three quarters of my voice!

i could barely talk.

but the next morning i was better. hehe.

k now let's go on to the topic about MY PIERCED TONGUE.

haha. CREDITS TO SHATEESH KUMAR BATUMALAI for piercing it for me! i love you!

he's my abang angkat. but he's indian. so i call him my Abang India. hahaha.

the BARBELLS that i own are suddenly missing. i bought SO many. more than twenty oredi. and my piercing is only two weeks old.

i kinda got a feeling that my auntie found 'em and threw 'em all away one by one.

hahaha.

i just bought THREE new ones today. and i dont even know wher i put them. i looked friggin everywhere!

haiz..

kk its 11.13pm now. i've been blogging for about 25 minutes and i know all of you guys won't bother to read any of it.

so here's KiKA!

signing off.