hi people.
im now beside aryati with the laptop.
we are at some void deck.
like no lifers.
hadi and his friend is here.
we are bored.
we have nothing to do.

will blog more next time.
BYE!

yo yo yo yo yo.
im in the computer lab!
Jenna is beside me.
Mogan is also next to me.
Now im acting like im listening to everything Mdm CHua is saying.
She's now talking about our promotion to Sec 3.

I hope i go Sec 3.
I think im confident.
Yes i am.
Sec 3 Expressss, here i come.
Just worried that my friends might not be going. :(

Next Friday is our principal's farewell concert.
Soooo lazy to perform.
Its a waste of time.
We need to come for practice everyday just for this.
EVERYDAY.
this was because it was last minute when we got to know about it.
ahhhh.

This December SNO will be going to Thailand.
SUPER excited.
but not confirm.
I hope i can gooo.
I want to goooo.

Now Mogan is kaypoh looking at what im posting.
STOP READING LAHHHH.

Later after school have SNO training.
Im so lazy.
But still am forced to go.
I had better stuff to do.
SCREW THE PRINCIPAL LAR.

Oh shit,
now i feel like eating pancakes.
No wait, McGriddles.
Ahhh nice.
Fuck3.
Hungry3.

K im bored.
Now Jenna is telling Brandon to buy her on Facebook.
Lol.

Kay i should log off now.
Its getting boring.
ByE.

hey people.
long time havent blog.
was because distracted by Farmville.
the game on facebook.
now that i've expanded my farm, been very lazy to play.
because got a lot of land to plough and seed and harvest.

today had my Science paper.
wasnt too bad.
hope can get at least A2.
tomorrow is geography and malay paper 2.
ms ng says the geography paper is difficult.
hope i do well.
i wish i could get As for all my subjects laaa.
haiz, gonna pray hard to make my family proud.

studied just now for geography tomorrow.
read the fucking notebook twice.
hope can cramb everything inside and still remember it by tomorrow.
not so confident bout malay though,
confirm will fail.
i always fail paper 2.
my malay sucks.

i cant go back to my old ways.
i cant.
its too hurtful to my family.
i owe them pride.
for once i want them to be proud of me.
this is my chance.
hope i can grab it and not fail.

loves,
kika.

Tuesday.
2145hrs.
Officially the worst day of my life.

After school, babes and i went to smoke at void deck.
Resident called.
Mr Anwar and Mdm Sahrul came.
Got caught after spotchecking and smelling.
3 days suspension.
EFF
YOO
SEE
KAYY
Not gonna smoke nimore.
Promised my family.
Gonna turn over a new leaf.
Yeah, thats what im gonna do.

BIG mistake doing it.
BIG BIG mistake.
Regrets, regrets.
Why..
WHY!!
Stupid me.
Never going to do it anymore.
Never.
Wont betray my family no more.
Wont be a disgrace no more.
Gonna change, gonna get my friends to change.
Our families deserve better,
We can be better,
We WILL be better.

Forget the old us.
Because the new us is on a roll.
No more distractions.
We can do this.
No one stopping us.
We will be better.
Show the world how much we rule.
Prove the ones who judge us wrong.
Make our parents proud.
Fuck the rest, imma roll with the best.

`KIKA

Sunday,
2207hrs.

Today is Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
Would like to just wish everyone
Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin.
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Friday - 18 Sept.

Went to dad's house to celebrate bro's birthday.
Had barbeque at the pit in the condo.
Cousins all came.
Stayed til quite late.
Sabrina went dance practice, leaving me alone with the boys. =(
So no choice went to streeet soccer court, waited for them to finish playing.
Play sooo long.
Then once finish, fetch Sabrina and went to the playground,
sat there for a while, and left my wallet there without realising.
Then we walked around Khatib central, then sent cousins to the bus stop at Khatib MRT.
After realising i left my wallet at the playground,
we rushed back there and got back my wallet.
Then me, Zack and Sab walked back home.
Slept there for Priya's party the next day.
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Saturday - 19 Sept.

It was the day for Priya's 21st birthday party.
Was going to be a big thing.
Woke up and bathe,
then Sabrina said we would be meeting her mum at Northpoint,
so me and Sabrina went there and bought accesories for the party.
Sab's mom bought for me a really pretty necklace.
Then we went to eat Sushi, [wasnt fasting, huahua.]
And Sab's mum bought for me this cute dress.
At first i wanted to wear a white dress with a black pattern which i thought was okay, coz i didnt have anything like ULTRAformal.
Then Sab's mum said that the pink dress was nicer so i wore that with my new necklace.
Sabrina wore her birthday dress and she looked really nice.
Was happy that we all looked nice on that day,
including my brothers.

Priya's 21st Birthday..
It was so cool.
For her entrance,
she had like her cousins/family 10 guys, 10 girls [including me, :D] to stand at the sides of the red carpet and at the end was Tinohan[my baby brother].
We each held either a yellow rose or a red rose and the last rose was a bluish-white rose which Tin held.
So we had to give her the rose as she walked past us.
It was sooo nice.
At the end of the party, there was a dance floor,
i danced like mad.
Then finish, party was MEGA cool.

I think i want to do something like that for my party.
Or maybe something better.
Must think3.
Haha, i can dream on, must get the $$$$$ first.

After the party i went home, slept over at dad's house again.
And left early in the morning to make it in time for home.

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Today - 20 Sept.

Today is 20-09-2009 [if any of you realised].
Its also Hari Raya.
Reached home from my dad's house early in the morning.
Tompang Andy on motorbike.
Thought my family would be up and about preparing for guests..
but was still sleeping.
So waited for them to wake up,
and got ready.
Zack and Andy went to mosque.
I stayed home.

Then once they came home i thought that our relatives would be here anytime soon,
But in the end they were late.
Waited for so long.
In the end they reached at 2pm.
But once they were here i was happy. (:

Then came the salam-salaman part where we have to ask for forgiveness to our elders.
Then when i asked from my mother i cried,
i dont know why,
but i just did.
The tears just came on to me unexpectedly.
Maybe i just felt very sinful at the time.
I dont know, but i cried.

Once our relatives left, mom's colleagues came over.
Stayed til 10+.
Just left.

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So now i gotta go.
Tmr i think im going to visit other houses.
Goodnight.

Hey.
Wednesday.

Today is 090909.
Haha.

Niwaes yesterday went to Ikea to buy some new stuff.
Buke at Courts.
Ate a lot a lot a lot.

Webcamming with Luqman.
Talking about lame stuff now.

Just now i made my own Oreo Milkshake with the new blender we bought.
Lol.

Tomorrow will be working on Geography project.
Will be going to Kasper's house with Brandon, Amirah and Alphaeus.
Haha.
Oh and i also want to buy a new dress.
Bored with my old clothes.

Today buke at Segar restaurant in Bedok.
Ate nasi goreng.
Sedaaaap.

Niwaes not much to talk about.
Got loads of homework to do.
Dont know when im going to get started.
K luh gonna sleep now.
Nite.
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Its over.
I've got someone better.
Just waiting for him.
I want him.
Why wont he realise?

Kika.

Pics From Saturday's Outing.













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heyyy.
Today went to Geography remedial.
Me and Amirah were the only people that came.
Out of 36 only 2 came.
Rabak or wadd.
Was surprised that not even Kasper came.

After that lepaked with Amirah til bout 5.40pm.
Way boring just the two of us with nothing better to do.
But saw cute babies and did storytelling under a block.
Lol.

Then left to Yishun to meet Bear to exhange phone back.
Met him at around 6.10.
He was shocked at the wonderful colours and remix effect of how his phone worked.
Hahah and had to show him how to operate his own phone.
Then left the place at around 7 to go to Woodlands for dinner at my aunt's house.

At 7.30+ reached my aunt's house and ate Nasi Goreng.
Very nice.

Tmr im planning to break fast on Chicken Rice from Ananas Cafe.
Damn cheap, $1.80.
Anyone care to join?
Haha.
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Kay im feeling damn stressed about that one person.
Now i know his bad side.
To Love him or Not to Love him?
To Want or Not To Want?
My decision later.

Kika.